Happy Birthday To Myself~~

Happy sweet 18 to me..Bye-bye my illegal year..hoho~~I just celebrated my birthday with tears..Do you think it was really cool??huhu..:(..I was on the bus when my sweet 18 came yesterday..I was on my way back to Sibu..Then,I celebrated my birthday in the express with smelly people..F***hahah~~It was my glommy birhtday ever..No party..No cake..No 18 candlesNo mom..No dad..No pictures..1st time in my life ok..(mode crying)..Huhu..bye2..no mood at all..~~

Contest Kenangan Terindah

Wahh..penat nya nak pilih gambar yang terbaik nak sertai contest kenangan terindah..Well,aku ni memang giler bergambar..terlalu banyak gambar sampai aku tak tahu nak pilih gambar mana..:>..hehehe..Macam mamma aku cakap suka sangat bergambar tapi tak pernah nak cuci..hihihi~~Aku tak ingat bila gambar ni diambil tapi yang pasti diambil ketika kami tengah 'jobless' a.k.a menunggu result Spm..hahahaha..Jadi kerja kami lepak,lepak..makan,makan..ambil gambar paling penting..hahahah...aku paling tak suka pegang kamera ambil gambar orang sebab aku nak gambar aku ada di dalam setiap snap..hehehehhe..

*Saya tahu pasal contest ni dari kawan saya..Bila saya tengah tulis entry ni dia belum buat lagi jadi saya tag dia..hehheeh

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Masak Masak Masak

Siapa cakap saya tak pandai masak??Bila boring saya suka sangat memasak..Sampai habis resipi yang saya sudah cuba..Sampai mama saya malas hendak beli bahan-bahan tersebut..Tapi saya tetap nak memasak tak kira apa nak jadi sebab tu hobi saya..Saya dah ketagih tau..Pernah sekali kan,saya sanggup tak beli makanan di sekolah sebab nak simpan duit nak beli bahan-bahan nak masak pizza ayam..aduyoii..Betapa ketagih nya saya..Saya sentiasa mencuba menu yang baru..Di tempat saya di Kapit,tau-tau la susah nak dapatkan bahan-bahan seperti keju morazelLA..saya sanggup order bahan-bahan tersebut dari kawan saya tau..ada ku kisah??Saya tetap dapatkan bahan-bahan tersebut dengan cara sekali pun..Memasak adalah perkara yang senang tau...Kahkah..semua cerita di atas adalah rekaan semata-mata..Ingin menghilangkan rasa boring sahaja..Tiada kaitan dengan hidup dan mati..Saya tak la sangat dasyat bila bab memasak..Saya dah makin pandai..Cuma kemalasan sentiasa hinggap di mana setiap badan-badan saya yang cantik..lalalala

Saya nak cuba buat nanti..~~1st saya rasa,sedap tau..dasar sakai..:)..Makanan kegemaran garfield..~~
Waffel kegemaranku..Suka makan tp tak tahu nak buat..huhuhu..

Photo Photo Photo

Take photo..Take photo again..Take photo again..Take photo again and again..Take photo again,again and again..Yess~~~Nice one..Perfect..I really like to acting in front of camera..I am photogenic...I love camera..I love photoshot...I love my friends..I really admire who can take a very very good pictures..~~~These few days I really enjoyed my day with my friends..Enjoy some of our photos..~~

Awak Awak Awak...

DEAR SAYANG KU...:) my hensem..(awak tahu siapa awak sendiri..hehehe)

Awak tahu kan yang saya memang sayang awak dari dulu...Saya pun tahu awak sayang saya..Tapi awak sayang perempuan lain juga kan..Tu dulu kan..Eh,jangan nak nafikan ok..Walau macam mana pun,saya tetap sayang awak dan masih tertinggal harapan yang awak akan berubah meskipun ada keraguan yang awak tak kan berubah...Sekarang awak cakap hanya saya kekasih awak..Awak benar-benar berubah ker tak??Saya pun kadang-kadang pasti dan kadang-kadang tidak..Tapi jika benar,oh..saya lah orang yang paling bertuah...lalalalala~~Saya rasa sangat gembira bila di samping awak.. Saya rindu awak peluk saya.. Dan saya rindu nak perlu awak.. Saya rindu bila awak loyar buruk dan saya buat-buat marah tetapi awak tetap layan karenah saya yang ala-ala manja..(manja ker..gerenti awak cakap dalam hati..menyampah betul aku tengok perempuan ni..lalala..aku tak kisah pun yang penting awak sayang saya..:)... Saya rindu bila awak panggil saya sayang..euww..saya sentiasa gugup bila dating dengan awak..tak kan saya jatuh cinta tiap kali jumpa awak..yahh..setiap hari saya jatuh cinta dengan awak..Saya tahu kita selalu berjauhan tapi saya percaya awak..Dan sila jangan khianati kepercayaan saya..Dan tolong percaya pada saya..Awak memang mempercayai saya,saya jer yang selalu prasangka dekat awak..Nak tahu tak,bila saya boring dan nak perhatian dari awak saya buat lah perangai..Jahat nya saya kan awak??..Saya harap awak benar-benar berubah kerna saya pasti akan ada untuk awak...Ntah awak baca ker tak blog saya..tak kisah pun...Jika awak baca saya nak awak tahu saya sayang awak sesungguh...lalalalala~~~Saya nak awak tahu saya tak pernah tinggalkan awak..kepada perempuan atau sesiapa yang berkenaan..hahahaha...Ketika saya tengah menulis di sini,saya tengah rindu awak sangat-sangat...lalala

Evva Sweet 19

Last Saturday was fun..We really did a awesome birthday party for my fella..We did picnic and clubbing..Guess what she had celebrated her birthday 3 times in one day..This party made we insane..Happy sweet 19 Maryieny Evva...Actually she is my new friend..So lucky am I..She is just like my others fellas..I will let the photis talking..Enjoyed our awesome picca..
Birthday girl..At 12.oo a.m..(22 October 2010) At Memory Pub..So unlucky I cant attended her birthday bcoz tomorrow got class...
On the same day,we did picnic at Sg.Yong..Everyone brought their couples there but I am single..lalalala~~
Birthday girl cake.. Strawberry Fresh cream..Ordered at Untong Bakery..

Girls...Beer, Hotdog, Bacardi Lemon, Greentea..
Birthday girl was drunk...She had a big smile when she get drunk..hahahah..
We were at hilux..Then guess where we go to???Nice body of you Evva..
Jeng2..Celebrated her birthday at My song Kara..We just when ahead there.. It was really crazy right..We didnt change our clothes..arghh.Our clothes still wet when we went there,.everyone wanted happy hours..Did we really care...??
Took some picture..Most important,we all happy..

Everyone looked happy..So am I..happy birthday to evva..~~Thank for treating us on your birthday...

Kerana Ku Cinta Kau

Jika ada yang bilang ku lupa kau
Jangan kau dengar
Jika ada yang bilang ku tak setia
Jangan kau dengar

Banyak cinta yang datang mendekat
Ku menolak
Semua itu karena ku cinta kau

Jika ada yang bilang ku tak baik
Jangan kau dengar
Jika ada yang bilang ku berubah
Jangan kau dengar

Banyak cinta yang datang mendekat
Ku menolak
Semua itu karena ku cinta kau
Kau

Saat kau ingat aku ku ingat kau
Saat kau rindu aku juga rasa
Ku tahu kau slalu ingin denganku
Ku lakukan yang terbaik yang bisa ku lakukan
Tuhan yang tahu ku cinta kau

Jika kau tak percaya pada ku
Sakitnya aku
Jika kau lebih dengar mereka
Sedih hatiku
Banyak cinta yang datang mendekat
Ku menolak
Semua itu karena ku cinta kau

I am tough

I love my life, even if I don't get what I want.. Yess~~I love my life..Enjoying my life with my lovely family and fabolous fellas~~ But, inside I am crying and hurting.. Past, I was tough.. I had my extraordinary strength.. But now, I am lost.. I always cry looking for my strength.. I told one of my fella, she was very strong to face it.. We had same problem but not similiar.. Yeahh..~~ If she can did it why not me??Lalala~~ I was missed being 9..No need to think more.. Wake up early in the mornig.. Go to school.. Back from school.. Sleep a while waiting for appearing of sweet evening.. Yess!! Time to play.. Being 17 is so hard but I am really enjoying being 17..Argghh.. Its not the end of the world right.. I am tough,ok..lalala~~Enjoy my life while I can enjoy it..Muahhhh~~

~~Dont get so envy.. I love my red fingernails..~~

p/s: I am who I am..

Nobody know

Nobody know I am here now..I am alone here without them..~~I just keep crying and thinking what should I do next..Totally damn..~~I need to go far from here..Far away from them..As far as I could..I love them but we should reflect ourselves..Our faults..OK..I am not going to blame them and they are not totally right also..I hate this situation~~I had faced this matter many time..~~I am sorry for everything..I know I am not good..I dont need anyone..It is better..No one can understand my feeling..You are not in my shoes..OH..I am so suffering..I dont need help..No..thank..If you all read my blog,please dont ask me what happen to me...And also my peeps,are you happy??OH..I dont care and I dont know..Arghh...~~I wish I am not here anymore and I wish I can back to my childhood time so I am not going to cause difficulty to them..~~I am feelingless,speechless and heartless~~I am just sitting here keep crying~~OH..God..Help me..~~

I am just sit here without anyone know I am here~~I am keep crying and keep writing here~~

Are there any happiness await me??~~I still have a long way to go~~

p/s:I am who I am..

When I feel lazy

Lately,I feel too many burden when I still study..Do homework then exam..Too many rules in school..I just wanna to quit and keep thinking what else can I do??Go to work??Huh!!!Then I think again..What works should I I go for??Cleaner,promoter,cashier and blabla..oh no!!!Then I think again..Married??oh..no..I am not ready for it..Plus,who gonna married with me??you??hahaha...I need to be a successful person..To make my parents feel proud of me..I hope there is a magic key of successful..Bc kah??Key of successful bc meh..kahkah..That just my feeling when I get lazy to study and do my revision..kahkahkah..

My magic key of successful..I just need a door..maybe at my hand or any part of my body..hahahahah...

Quote by Concrad Hilton: Successful seems connected to with action.Successful people keep moving..They make mistakes but they dont quit..♫♫

p/s:I am who am I..

TOTALLY MISSING THEM

I was totally missing out my all friends..I missed when we laughed together..I missed our talk..Fight with others..lalala~~I''ll let the photos talking about what I miss about them..

Lepaking at orhard..Our favour watermelon juice..Jcy,Me,Tireo & Mia~~

When we are jobless..Like we care!!Elnolg,Jcy,Mia,Cecille & Viera..~~

I really miss this moment..Hepi hours time...

Dinner time..It was great even not all my classmates was here..

Hepi hours time again..Felix was entertained us with his favor song 'SINU'...

We are gonna do this again when we do our reunion later..I just cant wait it..

p/s: I am who I am..

REFORMAT

I already reformated my blog..I had deleting all my story here..Why??Bcoz I wanna to start a new chapter..forget about him..and everything about us..SUCH A NONSENSE TALK..I just wanna to make some changes on blog..More matured blog,interesting and so on...blablabla..OH,yeah..BTW,thank MIA..for you help..For changing my blog template..Can I comment it??It look simple and interesting..BUT,why you chose white for me??hahaha..so funny ma..

I already reformat myself too..hahaha..seems like an interesting things to do...should I reformat myself??Lu pikir la sendiri...

p/s:I am who I am..